If we are concerned about justice and the mitigation of pain, we must get beyond the just-say-no mentality.
By Jonathan Merritt
I
grew up in an evangelical Christian minister’s home during America’s
“Just Say No” era, which means I spent most of my life believing that
marijuana was just one more sinful tool that the devil used to shred
America’s moral fabric. But that was before I developed a mysterious and
debilitating chronic pain disorder against which most traditional
medicines proved worthless. Pain, like time, has a way of transforming
us.
On a gray morning in December four
years ago, I awoke in my cramped Brooklyn apartment and could not feel
my hands. Over the following weeks, the numbness morphed into burning,
tingling, stabbing pain that spread all over my body. The pain was soon
accompanied by panic attacks, crippling depression and something
bordering on suicidal thoughts.
Desperate
for answers and relief, I plowed through health care professionals —
six neurologists, three primary care physicians, two chiropractors, two
physical therapists, an orthopedist, a cardiologist, a rheumatologist, a
physiatrist and one especially earnest Hasidic Jewish healer. They
offered me no answers, but instead gave me a cabinet full of nerve
pills, painkillers and anti-inflammatory drugs that clouded my mind and
were accompanied by side effects that were often worse than the symptoms
themselves.
In the depths of my
despair, I visited a so-called green doctor in Venice Beach, Calif., and
did something that the pious childhood version of me would have
considered unthinkable: I asked for a medical marijuana prescription.
That evening, I sampled a small dose and experienced what some might
call a miracle. The excruciating pain receded and the cloud encircling
my head lifted for the first time in months. I laid in bed and wept for
more than an hour.
I
used my prescription dozens of times in subsequent weeks, each time
with similar effect.
The reduced level of pain cleared a path for me to
research and experiment with non-substance solutions for my illness
including yoga, mindfulness meditation and dietary changes. Even still,
the experience forced me to consider that perhaps marijuana should be
legalized and regulated like alcohol and tobacco rather than banned like
heroin and meth.
Ever since the newly
formed religious right enlisted in the Reagan revolution, conservative
Christians have been reliable supporters of the “war on drugs,” and by
extension, stalwart opponents of legalizing marijuana. But many
prominent Christian pastors and leaders I’ve spoken with told me that
they are quietly changing their minds on the matter. Others who remain
skeptical admit that much has changed since the 1980s and they no longer
are sure of what they believe. The faithful need to have an up-to-date
discussion on the morality of marijuana.
For
starters, Christians should easily affirm the use of cannabis for
medical purposes. Though recent research has revealed marijuana can have
“a deleterious impact on cognitive development in adolescents,”
numerous studies have also showcased its remarkable healing potential
for adults.
This has led more than 30 states to legalize it for
therapeutic uses. As a doctor friend of mine in New York recently
commented, if medical marijuana was a synthetic pill produced by Pfizer
and not a historically villainized substance, it would be fast-tracked
by the Food and Drug Administration and celebrated as a “miracle drug”
by every respectable health practitioner in America. In clinical trials,
medical marijuana has been shown to be safe and effective in relieving
pain, decreasing inflammation, controlling seizures, reducing anxiety
and depression, and easing the nausea related to chemotherapy.
America
is sick, and the Christian call to compassion obligates the faithful to
act. Chronic pain and illness now affect tens of millions of Americans,
and in many cases the cause eludes the brightest medical minds. To
fight these ailments, Americans have been prescribed mind-altering
anti-depressants, highly addictive pain relievers and opioids, and all
manner of legal substances with a list of side effects so long that drug
commercials feel like “Saturday Night Live” shorts.
Christian
ethics has long taught that the faithful must take an active role in
caring for the ailing among us. The New Testament repeatedly commands
the people of God to engage in “healing the sick,” an act that plays a
central role in Jesus’s ministry in all four Gospels. In fact, one of
Jesus’s most famous parables, in Matthew 25, lists humans’ willingness
or failure to care for sick people as one of the chief criteria upon
which they will be judged by God in the afterlife. And in at least one
instance, the Apostle Paul, who wrote more of the New Testament than
anyone else, encourages his protégé Timothy to use a potentially harmful
substance for the sake of health and healing. “No longer drink water
exclusively,” Paul writes in 1 Timothy 5:23, “but use a little wine for the sake of your stomach and your frequent ailments.”
While a majority of Christians
now favor permitting medical marijuana, they are far more resistant to
legalizing it completely. But the faithful must consider that America’s
drug war has been a catastrophic failure and has perpetuated social injustices against communities of color.
Justice
is one of the main themes in both the Jewish scriptures and the
Christian New Testament. This includes the famed teaching from the
Jewish prophet Micah that “to do justice” is one of only three actions
that God “requires” from God’s people and Jesus’s repeated teachings on
justice (often translated in English as “righteousness”). The more than
2,000 verses about justice in the Bible have grounded Christians in
every major political justice movement in modern American history — from
abolition to women’s suffrage to the civil rights movement — and
provide solid ground for Christians seeking to rethink this matter as
well.
The Christian rapper Jason
Petty, known as Propaganda, has witnessed the injustices of this
disparity firsthand as a black man. He told me that his cousin spent 25
years in prison for a nonviolent drug offense, and a close friend of his
served a five-year jail sentence just for riding in a car with another
person in possession of drugs. As he put it, “American Christians have
to stop being the last ones to the table to have discussions like these.
Given the proven racist intent of the war on drugs and the
criminalization of marijuana, it’s time for Christians to think
critically about this issue and not just default to abstinence.”
Indeed,
people of color are far more likely to be searched or harassed, and
black Americans are imprisoned for nonviolent drug offenses at a rate 10 times higher than white Americans despite the fact that white Americans use drugs far more frequently.
Even
if arguments like these are persuasive to Christians, there is the
matter of finding respected leaders to take them to the masses. Enter
the California pastor and author Craig Gross, who has just started Christian Cannabis, a national effort to educate and engage the faithful on this issue.
The organization’s flashy website, which includes a logo
of a dove with a marijuana leaf in its mouth, includes a blog and a
podcast. It also features a number of cannabis-infused vaporizer pens
with names like Praise, Peace and Persevere, which will be for sale on
the site in the future.
Mr. Gross is
no stranger to sparking difficult conversations among believers. In
2002, after the explosion of the internet, he started a national
organization called XXX Church
with the mission of starting a conversation about the negative effects
of pornography. Most Christian leaders felt uncomfortable discussing the
topic so openly at the time, but Mr. Gross persisted and soon the issue
went mainstream. More than 15 years later, XXX Church facilitates
online Bible study groups and has created porn-blocking software. What
Mr. Gross did with pornography he hopes to replicate with pot.
Mr.
Gross, who is 42, admits to being personally invested in the issue.
After years of struggling with a health condition that resulted in him
being hospitalized and on the hook for expensive medical bills, he tried
medical marijuana and found both relief from his symptoms and clarity
about a new calling.
He told me, “Through my experience, the Lord met me
in ways more powerful than I’ve ever known. It convinced me that I am
supposed to lead this new conversation.”
He
is not the only one who is rethinking his views. While I was working on
this story, I corresponded with numerous Christian leaders — prominent
pastors, radio hosts, authors, organizational leaders.
They admitted to
me that they believe this issue needs to be reconsidered, and several
said that they had used marijuana in recent days. But few were willing
to speak on the record for fear of backlash from more politically
conservative believers.
A pastor at
one of America’s largest and most respected evangelical megachurches
spoke to me on the condition of anonymity for fear of jeopardizing his
job. He has quietly battled unbearable mental illness for more than two
decades. To survive the “gruesome ride,” as he described it, he tried
counseling, reading therapeutic books and a lot of prayer. Years ago, he
was forced to begin taking prescription drugs with a host of negative
side effects just to function at home and at work. But in recent years,
he secretly added medical marijuana to his therapy regimen. Today he
feels “invigorated” instead of “debilitated,” and he is no longer taking
the prescription drugs on which he once depended. He said that the
experience has changed both his political and his theological views.
“I
have lived my whole life thinking that using marijuana was wrong and
sinful, but now I cannot deny that God has used this for my good,” he
told me. “It’s made me a better husband, a better human and a better
recipient of God’s love.”
For the 70
percent of Americans who claim to be Christian to rethink and re-engage
with this issue, believers will need to hear more stories like his,
recounted by voices they trust. Right now, most Christian leaders are
unwilling to step up and speak about such a stigmatized topic.
American
Christians are as divided as ever over all manner of cultural issues,
and it remains to be seen whether the mass of the faithful will have the
energy and interest to address this issue on the level it deserves.
Historically, conservative Christians have been Johnny-come-latelys to
leading-edge cultural conversations. That needs to change, and not just
when it comes to cannabis.
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